I wanted to post this today, but in my loss for words I felt the need to escape. When everything hangs in the air, there is only one solid thing you can count on; a carwash - one of life’s few instant pleasures. I pulled up to pay and realized the pay station had a radio playing a familiar song, “Carry On” by fun. One of the few songs that has stuck close to my side over the past several years. “May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground. Carry On”. It was serendipitous evidence I must power through and report.
The details are intense. It’s exciting, heartbreaking, life giving, scandalous, tragic, comical, etc... I feel nearly every human emotion has had an opportunity to peek out and surprise me. The particulars are confusing, worthy of their own book, but everything boils down to surprisingly simple and clear results so I’ll report them as such.
I am going to be a father in May.